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A bit more information... though it has been some time since I've gotten any. I spoke with a representative of Dr. Spiegel. Evidently, I can actually get some form of financial plan to accomodate my needs, provided I find some way of 'hooking up' with Capital One. 15-25k is the average price range, but quality service is assured.

also, the representative tells me that the SR (sexual reassignment) process is a totally enjoyable experience from all accounts that she has gotten. Good times, good times.

A brief note... Possibly $100,000 is the neighborhood actually for the whole shebang. My oh my, do I have some saving to do...

And I've learned that the prostate can be removed, but I'm still unsure as to if it's necessary, optional, or just a good idea...

Been a little while, and some progress has been made. The decision to convert is ripe in my mind again, and it's only... several paychecks away. Nonetheless, my resolve swayed for a bit, and now I am returning back, particularly with my recent rundown between my masculinity and femininity... the latter far outweighing the former.

I've done research a bit and learned of the different procedures. Though which order to perform them the most incognito escapes me.

SRS: Sexual Reassignment Surgery- Reversing the Gender, effectively (Crude Terms: I'll get rid of the dick and have a cunt)
---- This may include Hormone Therapy as well. Most likely Estrogen. (I'll get boobs)

Electrolysis: Shocking the hair cells so it will never grow back. (Kind of painful, but I'll never need to shave again... my face. Legs are optional... as are, other areas.)

FFS: Facial Feminization Surgery- Reshaping the jawline and widening the eyes. Possibly thicker hair is optional, as well as forehad reconstruction and a trachial shave.
---- Trachial Shave: I won't have such a prominent Adam's Apple, possibly virtually invisible.

Mental Training: My personality won't be the same for a while as I leanr to act more lady-like, that's all. Very long process...

I believe that's all I've gathered so far.

This journal should be perhaps the most amusing thing I have ever done, and as long as I have a goal here, I'll be reminded not to kill myself. For those who are open-minded enough, this is here to catalogue my eventual transfer from male to female. This has been a dream and a desire of mine for over 15 years, and as such, I wish now to make it come true. Herein lies the events, if any that will lead to it.